The Journey To Lactation...

It happened almost overnight... it seems anyway. One minute Morgan and I are joking that my breasts,  when stimulated leak small amounts of breast milk, the next it seems we are fully on our way to me lactating.  I have had this issue ever since I stopped nursing my last child. Morgan  has always been a bit fascinated by it, ok I've been obsessed too about this little "issue". I like to play with my nipples, I love them played with, and abused, tortured, sucked, and teased.

I guess I'm the obsessive one...  Morgan has also become quite obsessed, and out of the blue started suckling on my breasts.... OMG let me just say... his mouth is MAGIC!!! Not kidding, the sensations of him sucking on me, literally had me squirming and close to orgasm just from him sucking my breast!

I loved it, from the start, and when Morgan said he thought the taste of my milk was delicious... well that got us thinking... Can we get you to lactate again? I nursed all my children for over a year each, I had no issues making enough milk. Then I didn't think of it as erotic, nor did I even contemplate a very sexy fully grown ALL MALE MAN suckling on my breasts... But now that my children are grown... I found it, and still find it incredibly erotic. 

So it began, both of us wanting to see if we can turn me into Morgan's little lactation slave. He will have complete control over my breasts... and my body. I am his after all.  He purchased me a breast pump, and yesterday I started pumping twice a day.. I know they say your supposed to do it 8 times a day... but yeah, I work and have kids... so we are starting off slow.  After a week of Morgan sucking on my breasts, they started to become achy, tender to the touch. They say that is a sign of my ducts transforming into making more milk.... we shall see. Today day 2 of pumping my breasts feel heavy, larger. My nipples are sensitive, even them rubbing in my bra is turning me on!  I did notice also that my cleavage seems to be larger today than a  week ago. Its been about 2 weeks since we've been stimulating my nipples through out the day, but only 2 days since starting with the breast pump. 

So far my breasts are still leaking when manipulated, and squeezed. There seems to be more and more coming out, yet nothing note worthy. I am still staring at the breast pump containers and speaking to them... waiting for some milk to come out.... any even a drop would thrill me completely! It takes time, and I'm not a very patient person! This journey is going to test me farther than I expected it to. I have to diligently pump every day multiple times in order for this to work..... can we do it? Will it work? We shall see...

To be continued....

Jade